Monday, November 30, 2009

In My Time Of Dying

Melancholic












In my time of dying, no one will mourn,


i will leave no traces, you will all be smiling.


vision's impaired, strength weakened,


thoughts dumbed, reflexes slowed,


hearing's blunt, sleep deficient.


volcabulary deteriorate, judgement diminished.


I may be dying, i don't wanna die.


but no matter what i do, how hard i try.


i'm never enough in my own two eyes.


we bathe just to get dirty again,


we be happy just to be sad eventually,


we eat just to be hungry,


we jump just so we could land,


we grow old so that we could want to feel young again,


we speak just to not be heard,


we befriend just to make enemies,


we trust just to get stabbed in the back,


you fall in love, we fall in love,


just to eventually fail in it and finally understand,


that we dont at all know love;


like an equation that you can never solve.


did i break you? owh wait, you broke me.


or was i already broken in the first place?


i AM deserate for a girlfriend,


desperate to finally understand.


WHERE THE FUCK DO I STAND?!


throw me a freaking bone here, and give me a hand.


please?


present dark, future darker,


blabber blabber blabber blabber,


chicken backside, cow weiner...


if that's how u spell weiner...


i'm stuck,


bye






ant-clusion : fuck this, wtf is ant-clusion to anyone anyways?

POTD

Feeling like this.
This is shit btw... at least very close to it

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Dreamer

Hopeful =]




Somebody wants you,

Somebody needs you,

Somebody dreams about you every single night.



Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely,

Somebody hopes that some day you will see,

Somebody's me.


E.I





ant-clusion : living on a prayer

POTD

Guess what got stuck in the jam with me today? =D

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

POTD

Mystery Man!!
Who's this?
a) me
b) huba
c) arvind
d) tyler
e) UDESH
XP

Results


Stoned =




Hello people!

The results are in!

And dare i say it, i won by 1 vote!

But if you count the 2 votes for AHMOI, then i lost by 1 vote... ><

However, in reality poh yee will triuph over anyone when it comes to cuteness.

So i'm glad that i only lost by 1 vote!! yeeehawww!!!





ant-clusion : This is the result of ultimate lameness....... ><

Saturday, November 14, 2009

In My Head

Neutral =/










"How do you fight?


When there's nothing worth fighting for?"












ant-clusion : wrong guy.

Monday, November 9, 2009

POTW

This is a special POTD, it'll last for a week to determine who's the victor. =)




Who's cuter?!

(right)Anthony or (left)Poh Yee[Ah Moi]

=) Please vote there (=

>>>

THANK YOU!

I Still Love Comments

PEOPLE! =D









PEOPLE!!

.

I still love comments!

.

you people are becoming

more and more quiet by the day.

.

speak!

.

type!

.

say something!

.

if you dont leave a comment,

.

at least leave something on the cbox!

.

=D

.

THANK YOU!







ant-clusion : forget about this part! COMMENT!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

POTD

Everyone's favourite thing in life

Always The Antogonist

Frustrated >=/






This is bullshit,

So seldom do i start my blog with "This is bullshit", so i just had to try...

This is pure bullshit, i seriously dont know why. Everytime something good happens to me, it's something bad to everyone else and that makes me cry . Everytime im in a good mood, someone will destroy the moment and ruin this mood of mine. Everytime i think im a good person, Everyone will take me as a bad guy. Someone gotta tell me, coz i really dont know why.





I act funny and speak vulgar. Im not trustworthy.


I use one bad word. Im rude.


I dont talk to someone coz i was hurt. Im vain ego and wont go anywhere.


I drive a jeep. I drive recklessly.


I think alot. I talk too much


I wear a tight T. Im fat


I win prom king. I won coz im their friend.


I never been in a relationship. Im not willing to try


Im scared to try. I give up fast


I do not love a person as much as they love me. Im the Wrong Guy.


I fall in love. Im the one who split them up.



No matter what i do. You judge me and come up wth your own conclusions







Maybe my personality is suitable to be a bad guy, that why you will always look for the reasons to make me one. You NEED me to be the bad guy.














ant-clusion : without the antogonist, there will never be the protagonist.

POTD

Huh?

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Ouchie!

*Sobs* T.T








OUCH!


Not only did i get physically hurt today,


but i also got emotionally hurt!


well... not exactly emotionally


but more to the pride section i guess...


ANYWAYS... POINT IS...


ouch! pain pain pain...


pain pain pain pain pain pain


pain pain pain pain pain pain




*dear readers, the only reason im ouch-ing here


is because i've been ouch-ing too much in the house


and it's getting too noisy... ><*










ant-clusion : I need me a boo to kiss my boo-boo =[


Friday, November 6, 2009

POTD

Yeap,
That's the big screen in town...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

POTD

When it's arabic and has no alcohol,
make sure it's 0(comma)0% alcohol

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

POTD

The Toilet;
the best place for vanity

Memories



Dead =/







Have you ever had this feeling? This feeling when you start thinking from one point, and suddenly it all rushes right into your mind. The sweet times, the embarrassing moments, or all the melancholy memories. So yes, i am having one of those moments, and it definately isnt a pleasing one.



Today, i've been called an "attention seeking fat ass". 4 words from the english volcabulary that is that is totally harmless when is seperated but is a killer blow when someone says it to your face. However, when my thoughts initiated, it flew all the way to somewhere way further and has nothing to do with these 4 words.




I am completely useless...


Not only that, but i actually make everyones life worse. and i have few examples to prove so. My brother is a heavy sleeper, and i am the only one who is able to wake him up. But when he is angry and does not speak to me, he will try his best to wake up to his rambunctious phone alarm because he needs to protect his pride and his ego. Secondly would be my good friend Huba, without me dragging him down all the time, he is much better off. With, his studies, his goals or even the unorthodox; the girls.




You have never felt so useless before, the uselessness that you know even if i were to die, no one will even notice. Therefore, i guess i just have to change this whole perception and mentality of this situation. And if i fail, I bet God will find me a way.










ant-clusion : y'all deserve better, i will be better




On My Mind

Regret =/






Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Lord what you're doing to me
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
Somebody, somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

I work hard every day of my life
I work till I ache my bones
At the end I take home my hard earned pay all on my own -
I get down on my knees
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord - somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me - somebody to love?

(He works hard)

Everyday - I try and I try and I try -
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm goin' crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe
Yeah - yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord
Somebody - somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love?

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat
I'm ok, I'm alright
Ain't gonna face no defeat
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
Someday I'm gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love?



By Queen






ant-clusion : =(

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

POTD

the moment when i got addicted to AAR