Two Thousand & Nine

Disappointed =/

My mood thingy? yes, it says disappointed. yes, i do get disappointed very often and yes, pessimist will always be disappointed. But now that i think about it, there has been nothing for me to be happy about 2009. Even if there are, they are the little things. The little thing which eventually will turn bad for me too.

Dare i try it, but i'll do my very best to remember every single thing that happened just like SATYA did on her blog. and maybe you can understand why the year has been terrible for me.

January- dark month, i had long long hair to yi shan's party. But still, the worst of months i'll ever go through. With a broken heart in one pocket and a heavy heart in another, the days of this month passes excrutiatingly slow. Allowing me to savour ever single heartache moment that i had. No matter how optimisticly i go through this month, i'll eventually get sad again. Happiest moment of this month would be the time where i get to spend time with relatives for new year. The worst moment would be the mistake i made calling her again.

Febuary- Lazy month, to grow very fat and play PES 2009. Playerism was finally up. Still, trying my very best to get over her. Chinese new year was here, and with malacca trip on schedule, it sure took alot off my mind. I was, actually beginning to cool down. Yes, malacca trip with my dearest cousins sure brought much cheer and joy to the table. With ochien and chicken rice at every corner who wouldn't be ryte? Valentines day; a day of lovers, spent with jessica, satya, kelvin who are at that time- single. Most eventful time of the month: got a job! Worst moment of the month? I was a waiter.

March- Productive month. Got a job at Roy Morgan Research which is still a very cool job to do. With racist new zealanders and annonying colleagues make it somewhat challenging. College applications down my throath, and cant seem to make up my mind. Coz seriously, TARC keeps popping up at my face no matter how much i do not want to go to that college! owh yeah, results were out... Let's not talk about results.... But the karaoke session was awesome =)

April- Freaking unproductive month. Did nothing but work. Owh yeah, and in an unpresidented act, i wan humiliated. I hated april, the best part about this month is i get to hang out more often with my two good buddies Huba and Lim.

May- Beginning of the end; TAR College. believe or not, instead of spending orientation in TARC, i ended up in SEGI. and i must say, SEGI is wayy more pleasent to the eyes. 1st month of college didnt really serve me well, had practically no one to talk to. So, i'll always look for huba who was there only for so little while.

June- Relay for life, get to shave off some fats while i was there. Cost my team the victory due to the inability to run like Usain Bolt or Tyson Gay. Met few new people, which is a good thing. Got to know the truth, the truth about her. And finally get to understand that ignorance is the best policy. The beginning of the one week Tyler Lim Sern Liang shopping spree, where we spent one whole freaking week in pavilion to find what we need for Promtay

July- The end of the Tyler Lim Sern Liang shopping spree, where he finally got what he need in Time Square after spending all this time in Pavillion. Promtay is tomorrow and guess what? I broke my freaking mask. So, ryte before Promtay we had to rush to sungai wang to get a replacement mask. Promtay, you could say it's the highlight of my year, with good music, good food, good booze and good company, it is by far the only good thing that happened this year. Owh yea, and i won prom king =D. Started my pursuit for someone, with countless karaoke sessions and expensive dinner i thought to myself: "hey, i think im getting close". I thought wrong.

August- The only good part about this month is my birthday, because i had many of my close friends all together at once. omg, that's it, nothing else happened other thn my birthday... owh wait, yea.. there's 30 hours famine, futsal competition and someone who finally made me feel like im wanted. But as always, the feeling didnt last.

September- Huba's birthday =) + his first ever karaoke session. this is the month where everything was about huba, hung out every single day. Everytime we're free we'll go: "Machaaaaaaaaaa, WHAT YOU DOING Machaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!. However, all good thing comes to an end, and all PGS only son indian boys leaves for russia. It was extremely quite when he left, and it still is.

October- Deepavali Valthekhel, the 1st thing that popped into my mind. Had a rather good time camwhoring at Malenis place with all the kawans. Turned up at Satya's place only to find out: NO MORE MUTTON CURRY! Started spending time in UCSI, which is a good thing. The end of Sem1, which is better news. My sister came back (i think it was this month) and at the end of it all, All American Rejects concert =)

November- Desperation mode has reached critical level, the beginning of my thorough search for a girlfriend but as always... fail miserably. This is the month where i blogged the most, never have i blogged so much. With emo poems and emo POTD's, everything was dark and dull. No fun in this month for me =( However, there was Eeleng's birthday, had a rather decent time. And the start of the gather gather together meetings which are not really meetings. hmmm...

December- This is where we're at now, it's all about christmas. Boasting to everyone that my mom can bake awesome cookies and cakes which no one can top, and made everyone jealous coz they aint getting any of the cookies XD. This is the month where im stressed out with all kind of assignments. Stupid TARC with stupid management who cant even give us a week off to celebrate christmas and instead had practical test ryte before christmas. This month passed very very slowly as we had group work everyday. However, when christmas arrived then you realise how fast the time passes. Had christmas open house in MY house, managed to squeeze 61 and a half people into my house. And now, im stuck here writing this blog and thinking about what else i missed this year.

I guess that is all that happened this year, not really productive ryte? So, if i missed out on anything at all, please do remind me so i can reevaluate 2009. For now, this is one of the worst year i had. Owh yah, and i miss school =[.

ant-clusion : it's time to forget about 2009 and move on to 2010.